It happens to me every year, but this winter I can see it in my children as well. All I really want to do is stay home and be still. I would love to be able to just sleep and eat. I don't seem to have much energy for anything else. There isn't a sport or activity that I need to run children around for or be a spectator at. It is that time of year where we are between activities and EVERYTHING seems to be slow.
And yet, this month has been busy. So why are we all struggling so? I've been kept fairly busy at work, church, volunteering for the band and trying to keep up with EJ's college application processes. EJ has been busy writing essays, taking physical fitness tests, attending interviews, getting teacher recommendations, sending emails to admissions officers and staying on top of his school work. Chloe has been busy with school, band, driver's ed, and socializing with friends. But we all seem to be dragging ourselves through the motions. I think we would all be very happy to be able to hibernate; for just a little while.
EJ is in college application limbo. He's done everything necessary on his end. Now he waits. Limbo land is my least favorite place to be.
Chloe is trying not to think about the college application process and taking SAT's and ACT's. She is also 'over' band. I'm very disappointed by this. As of yesterday, she wasn't sure she wanted to march her senior year. I have very strong opinions about that, but I'm trying to let her sort things out in her head. I'm really hoping it is all just part of our winter blues.
Katie started her field experience in a differnt county and school yesterday. She will be with third graders this semester. Apparently, Hall County schools are not as technologically advanced as the Forsyth County schools. That was the first observation she shared with me.
Every year is a little different, but I would like nothing more than to shake this year's funk early. I'm ready for longer days, more sunshine and being able to get outside more.